This relationship, this love. It scares me.
It’s so amazing and so fragile.
I don’t want to mess it up.
I’m so afraid he’s going to leaveme. Something’s going to happen.
I can’t lose him.
May 16 2013 AM
Tonight you said such sweet things to me that I cried without you knowing. But they weren’t tears of sadness- they were tears of pure joy and complete happiness. I was amazed, honored, and felt so blessed to have such an amazing, wonderful man. One who actually wants to be with me, who loves and hates the same things I do, to be able to be myself with you so effortlessly. Laughing at your silly jokes, your fun sayings, and your cute cleverness. I fell in love with you again tonight.
You fell asleep on the phone.. I laid there, simply listening to your soft breathing as you slept. It felt as if you were next to me. I miss you even more.
I love you so much.
May 15th 2013 PM
I’m so attached to him, I can’t handle not being able to see him or being able to look into his perfect eyes, or kissing his perfect lips. I love him. So much.